Hi we need to have a talk

Hi there "Me" are you there? It's been a long time since we talked, I don't think the mental list and running away from what's deep inside constitutes talking. I know you been trying hard, well at least trying hard to run away from the pain but that too will end. Woman to woman you have to understand that this is all a part of life, you know by now as many times as you've fallen on your ass you get right up and kept going. You are a fighter and although you've got a bit more lift up now, you are still you. Sure you've strayed away from the path but that's ok that's all a part of life. We make our own paths as we go along...things change, we change and it's only natural to change. It's ok to be afraid, to be disillusioned, but you've got more than just your babies depending on you. You need you...remember how you wanted for your mother to have a life of her own, one that she could find her own happiness and meaning. You my friend are so much like her and all your fore mothers before. It's the way of womanhood but you know times have changed and you have to go with the flow. Stop fighting the tides of change and release yourself and float along with it. Let it help you along it's choppy waters, if you need to stay within the banks and feel your way until your brave enough to swim on your own.

Just as before you will reach your destiny but it's not about the end but the journey in which it takes you. After all there is no real end, only in death and even then we may have another journey in the ever after. But till you get there you need to start living again, loving again, laughing again, and enjoying life. After all weren't you always the one who saw the glass half full? Remember who you are even with all your insecurities and questions because everything will fall in place. Your life awaits you so start living once again.